Why...(with no question mark)

"We adore who ignores us, and ignore who adores us" -The funny thing about this quote is that it's the truth. I hate that people are like this but it is what it is. This always happens to me. Like right now in the present moment. There's this guy who is willing to kill for me to even glance at him. I'm not saying he's not my type, he's just too on it. I'm not looking for a relationship with anyone just yet because I feel like I have some things that need to be worked on with myself. I have to give myself my all before I can become ONE with someone else. As a matter of fact I'm really not THAT interested in anyone right now. I do have my eye on someone but I don't know if it will ever work. I mean, it might but I'm just afraid. Expressing your feelings to someone is just so intense that it might make them cut you off. Then again it takes two adults to deal with the situation, because if you don't tell them how you feel that could be a love lost. You get what I'm saying? Sometimes it takes that one sentence to determine where you stand. Then again I'd rather let everything just ride out...