I am really big on the astrology, numerology,paranormal, premonition and dreams with meanings. When I saw the documentary on Left Eye, (this is weird) but I understood where she was coming from. It's scary but I believe in all of that stuff. I don't practice it or anything, it just comes to me-- but when something happens--it's hard to explain. Today I took a nap and woke up like it was a nightmare. I had a dream about a snake. It was really weird because, I was getting out of my cousins truck and went into the house but it turned into just a random room in the hood. So I go to pick up the laundry basket and I see something like floating in air on something that was similar to a spider web. It was like a teeny tiny snake with hind legs and it was going in a zigzag motion. I didn't kill it because I'm always afraid to kill bugs. It was brown and tan. So the next thing I know it comes from around the corner mind you 3 times its size and turned to red white and black. Still with hind legs and slithering in the front. Kind of like a lizard with no front limbs. It was sitting by my cat (i have a cat for real), and I screamed to my aunt "ITS A SNAKE" so I take my shoe off to smash it like a bug only to wake up from the dream. So I looked it up not too long ago and this is what it said: SNAKE DREAM MEANINGPsychological Meaning The snake is one of the world's oldest symbols found in some of the most ancient sculptures. They are often used as phallic symbols and have long been linked with pagan fertility gods. Because it lives close to the ground, the snake is an emblem of the nurturing earth and also the unknown perils of the underworld. Christian imagery emphasises the dark side of this symbol. It is considered evil, yet it is the snake, created by God, that tempts man to gain knowledge. In dreams, a snake can represent hidden fears. Falling into a pit of snakes may represent the many worries that are threatening you. Sometimes snakes can symbolise the poisonous words and innuendo of the people around you.There are many strange superstitions about snakes. It was believed that to see a lone snake and feel threatened by it in a dream or in real life shows that you have a bad enemy that is working against you, it also a warning against bodily harm from an enemy. To dream of many snakes in a pit was also considered to be a foreboding of much bad luck in love or business. If in a snake dream you overcome and kill a threatening snake in your dream, it shows that you will overcome your adversary and win out.
:::SideNote::: There has been some strange fuckery going around this past week though.... You know exactly who you are too...BITCH! So I'm surrounded by phony people who think I don't know it.
This is random but I'm watching Jon & Kate plus 8... They get all this shit for FREE because they have 8 kids.
I'm not trying to be funny but I want LOTS of kids but not 8.lol. I dont think I can handle it unless my husband is patient. I tend to treat and talk to kids like they are old already. I think thats bad because today I told my God Daughter to stop crying because only ugly people cry over stupid stuff. I mean I can't help it. No one babied me when I was a kid soooo I think thats whats wrong with me. Also, you can't really talk jibberish and goo goo gaga bullshit to kids and you damn sure cant be their friend because when its time to get serious they think the shit is a joke.
But yes I would like kids..soon.. by the way that thing that kinda looks like me is my sperm mate.
People ask me all the time what my ethnicity is. I claim myself to be 100% black but my blood doesn't, and obviously my skin color doesn't either because I'm as pale as they come. So here goes. My fathers side: my grandfather was native American and black (R.I.P Grandaddy), my grandmother is Mexican, Caucasian, and black. Now my mama's side is basically the same..lol. We are of Egyptian descent, German, AfricanAmerican, Mexican, and native American. Like I said, I claim AfricanAmerican although I am a melting pot in one body. I am working on learning more of the Egyptian, German and native American backgrounds and exactly where it came from because its not that far down the line because it starts right at my great great grandparents. So I am teaching myself bit by bit everyday. What's your ethnicity?