OMG.

My apologies-- I haven't been posting in a while but I have just been super duper lazy. Nothing too interesting has been going on in my life. Just been shopping a little bit more than usual. Eating more and just flat out layin around. There's no point to sit here and lie. I have been doing some serious thinking though. As far as career change. I've decided that I want to be a Crime Scene Cleaner. If you don't know what it is--GOOGLE it. The name explains itself. My friend Vanessa and I were talking about it and we both like that disgusting shit so we are going to actually go through with it. Maybe someday SOON we will have our own company and just collect all the duckets (money). Any questions, I'll be more than happy to answer them. On another note-I juat had my 24th birthday--->March 29. I don't feel or look any older. But i feel it in my mind. I just really feel like I mature as the days go on. I learn new things and have a different outlook on life. I'm starting to NOT want to model anymore. It kinda has just turned into a hobby more so than what I want to do. I'm starting to think about my future. I want a husband and kids, but I want to be able to provide for them as well. I'll be 25 in a year with no career? Thats just crazy town(unbeliveable). So I have to start somewhere. Before Im 35 I just want to be completely stable. Anyways- that brings me to fighting. Only because I realize after it happend that number one I got too much polish and that stupid bitch was way too old to be chillaxin at the club with 20 somthin yr olds, and might I add she got kids at the house. It just comes a point in your life where you have to accept the fact that you have to get up in the morning and send your children off to school and quit tryin to party like a rockstar. This bitch was completely outta line.. long story short, we exchanged some words and shes a LOW LIFE PATHETIC BITCH and I DISLIKE her STRONGLY. lol. Point is- I'm too old to stoop to her petty level and she shoulda been at home with her KIDS. Not KID but KIDS as in more than one. You be the judge..